I wouldn't say i have regretted choosing this path with you. Because through every steps i took, i've gained so much. The things that have never been a virtue for me, became one. I'm beginning to trust -him, her, them. I realised, that there is no point for me to love without having faith in them.

Every soul deserve their utmost space to live their life their way, and nobody shall hinders their efforts. Things to note would be the imaginary fine lines between you and the other. We're nobody to control another's life. I believe that life has its moments of up and down. And we decide the way we face/handle it. In other words, you brought everything(outcome) upon yourself. Life's too short for you to get all so grumpy and depressed about the things that might not be pleasing you. Life would be even shorter if you keep thinking about the unnecessaries, and blaming others. All in all, the best would be for you to feel contented with everything you've got. Stop asking for more/better. 'Cause you might just find yourself exhausted chasing after them, at the end of the race. And making it worse, knowing that you're racing against yourself, alone.

So moral of the story/this short paragraphs: trust them, be brave, smile and feel contented/thankful with what life has for each of us. We ain't have enough time for frowns and tears. I'm glad that i've finally learned and am trying to adapt to it. I know i've always said i'm trying. But this time, however, i'm really trying my dying best. Because, like i have a choice.

And to you, thank you for not being tired of me, though i've given you pails of shits to swallow. I swear we've gone through a lot. Too much that we nearly give up once too many times before. But i believe we're gonna make it through. Just hang on to what we have and what we are now. Things are gonna be alright ♥

" if you looked inside a girl…you would see how much she really cries, you would find so many secrets and lots of lies but what you’ll see the most is how hard she tries to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. But the least, she tries."

Voice: Hey, how’s it going?

Me: I’m struggling dear.

Voice: How could you? It’s been long ever since you’ve tried.

Me: I know right. But it’s tough.

Voice: How far are you from success?

Me: I’ve quite a distance to clear.

Voice: What?! You’re nothing but a loser.

Me: I’m trying though. I know i can pull through this.

Voice: You’ve always said that. But you’ve never succeeded.

Me: Give me some time more. I know i can. I’m trying dear.

Voice: I think you’re one hell of a fucking loser.

Me: Don’t say that. I’m trying my best here.

Voice: Stop saying that. You can’t even handle such simple situation.

Me: I know i can, just give me a little more time.

Voice: Forget it, you’ve already said that for nearly a million times. But you never really did achieve what you’re supposed to.

Me: Please, i’m trying my best.

Voice: I tell you what, just give up. You’re useless.

Me: No i’m not.!

Voice: Yes you are.! Not only that, you’re a fucking sore loser who’s good for nothing.

Me: I'm sorry but i've tried so bad. I really did.

"Honestly, the lesser you know, the better you'll feel."

Of all the weaknesses we see in us, the most awful one would be, knowing that we're often blind. Blind that we're unaware of the hidden things/images. Blind to never know the truth. Right now, i'm still pondering, about why did i ever care about those who has never cared/appreciate me, or my presence. It feels like i'm never important to them. I wish i fell down the stairs or a soccerball/basketball/rugby ball hits my head. And the next second, you know that i suffer memory lost. (:

"It’s not about who you’ve known the longest, it’s about who’s never left your side." -lil random thought for the day.

It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen ; but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

I cannot promise very much.
I give you the images I know.
Lie still with me and watch.
We laugh and we touch.
I promise you love. Time will not take that away.

♥

The whole idea about today's town session was to do my shopping trip and Bunny's lil project. But as usual,i wasn't really shocked, that it didn't turn out the way i want it. Because the pair of shoes i wanted wasn't there anymore plus i was totally undecided with the denim jacket. So, instead of weeping like a child and feeling so grumpy, i did some random shopping. And i'm contented enough to be able to get a pair of shoes and bag.

(:

However, i still had a bomb of fun with Bunny today. Everything was sweet and neat, like candy coated with caramel with the hurling of gibberish. Thank you so much for the company Bunny ♥ !